When I was young 10 ish I guess, in my neighborhood there was a big house at the end of a long drive back in the woods. My friends mother did ironing for the women. I had been there once or twice with Dean and met her. She was a sweet lady, I think her husband had died, she was a widow. Her name was Mrs. Mothersoul. At the time and for decades I never really thought about the significance of that name.
So one Halloween we were on that street and near the end of that drive and a large group of kids were all talking about that it was haunted. Some said a crazy person lived back there. They all feared to go back there even though there was candy to be expected. So I said "No the house is not haunted, Mrs Mothersoul lives there, I know her. I said come lets lets go there is nothing to fear. They said but it is so dark. I said "It is just the woods there is nothing in them to fear". I played in the woods every day, building dams and camps and tree houses, and discovering the hiding places of its creatures. I knew every inch of the woods every trail having even created some of them.
So by that time there were 20 kids and we all went back. You can imagine the look of surprise on Mrs. Mothersoul's face with that many kids showing up all at once. She probably had rare if any visitors back there but the illusions and fictions in the minds of the kids had been shattered. Perhaps she needed such a visit at the moment. From that day on kids knew the truth. That it was Mrs. Mothersoul that lived back there and she was a very nice lady. Later in 2004 I would launch the no fear movement with new insights and understanding regarding fear. Perhaps the most notable quote from it
"Fear is the root of all Evil".-Richard here is the NO FEAR Movement as created by .Me.
But there is more to the story.... I would later move out of that neighborhood I grew up in.
A couple decades later I ran into an old girl friend and she had said she had gotten married and they had bought a house. As it turns out it was Mrs. Mothersoul's house. She had mostly lived in other parts of town (Greater Cincinnati area). So it was very much a surprise to once again be in that house.
So a couple years ago I realized the significance of that name for the first time.
Later in life the Mother Soul paid me a visit in 1994. I tell the details of that elsewhere in my works. The first time she came I was so overwhelmed by her power which preceded her before she even arrived that I went unconscious. The second time she came Oct 15th 2004 (year of the Venus transit) I knew the Supreme truth of Being and held it in my mind and did not fear, I was very intimidated by her power and thought as I had written back then that she could move entire Galaxies. So I met her face to face "The Dark Plumed or Feathered Serpent so to speak. Later I would think this must be Kali. Thus since I was not consumed with fear and conscious I was able to permit her to enter me, I submitted to her will, she represented truth, justice and balance but she was the total opposite of calm although her power gave security. Perhaps she had chosen me. I suppose it seems I may have inherited her power perhaps we might call it Maya. She was the Goddess as opposed to God... Knowledge and knowing of her had been lost if not suppressed like the feminine nature by the Patriarchy. She can control the time of Death and she does in fact move mountains literally over time. Think casimir-polder effect responsible for friction and wind and other aspects of weather and the atomic weak forces working in unity. But I think it true that she is the non-light interacting matter / energy of the universe which we know only by its effect.
Thus the Goddess is rare to be seen but always felt for she is veiled by a veneer of the light interacting matter / energy, God so to speak. Lady clothed with the Sun decoded.
"Feel beyond the veil of light" -Richard